whats up motherfuckers its kayla in the house

Kayla is a cunt(repeat)

I'm a briarhood bitch who is a little cunt

i never shut up til i get what i want.

i bitch and bitch all day long and thinks

I’m not scared of right now, right here
I’m scared of next year.
Tripping down the hallways
Slouching through those long days
Wishing, on a dream ride.
Maybe you should go inside.

They call it love – and that’s OK
I wouldn’t have it any other way.
They call it love – but I’m not sure
You want less, and I want more.

• Verse 1:
Do I like someone, they asked
When we played truth or dare
Your face came across my mind
But I shook you out, thinking we would never be a pair
But then I wondered about you at home
And I got nowhere
So then I got really scared
Knowing you’d never get out of my head
• Chorus:
How you got me going crazy over you
I’ll never know
But now you got me thinking
About crushing again
Sometimes I wish I could scream at you, and show you just what you do to me.
I keep on trying to convince myself
That I don’t like you
But really,
Is there something I’m not seeing?
• Verse 2:
I don’t want to be in love anymore
Until I’m at least twenty-four
I wanna stay single
(I think)
But when I look at you
I know that you’re the guy
But I feel like that in any minute
You’ll pop out and say I fooled ya’
I mean look at me, and look at you
And I’ve had enough heartbreak to last
• Chorus:
How you got me going crazy over you
I’ll never know
But now you got me thinking
About crushing again
Sometimes I wish I could scream at you, and show you just what it is that you do to me.
I keep on trying to convince myself
That I don’t like you
But really,
Is there something I’m not seeing?
• Verse 3:
I keep telling myself, again and again, that we’re just going to stay friends
Though when I think of you, my heart is aching
I want to tell you how I feel about you
But, I have no idea where to start.
I want to tell you everything,
But, I'm afraid you'll just break my heart.
Why would something so easy, be so hard to do?
When all I have to say is that "I like you."
• Chorus:
How you got me going crazy over you
I’ll never know
But now you got me thinking
About crushing again
Sometimes I wish I could scream at you, and show you just what it is that you do to me.
I keep on trying to convince myself
That I don’t like you
But really,
Is there something I’m not seeing?
I know I’m not the prettiest girl,
Or the coolest, or at times the nicest.
But that’s just because I don’t know who to trust,
I got hurt really bad and I’m afraid to let nice people in, such as you.
But now I feel myself falling over for you
How you got me going crazy over you
I’ll never know
But now you got me thinking
About crushing again
Sometimes I wish I could scream at you, and show you just what it is that you do to me.
I keep on trying to convince myself again and again
That I don’t like you
But really,
Is there something I’m not seeing?
 

June
Written by Christina:)

Verse 1:

My head is so confused at this moment
It’s had better days
And I wish I could sue
Since it’s all cause of you
Because you’re always changing
Making me flaming
Making me swoon

Heart Beating Faster, I’m Fading Away

Verse 1:

I got no true friends
In my excuse for a “good” life
I’m more than just
You’re average
Misunderstood kid
Can’t seem to break out of this thick shell in my personal hell/prison
That’s holding me back from the world
 

Мой первый альбом «зигзаг» (2010):
http://www.rhapsody.com/awe/zigzag  

http://www.amazon.com/Zigzag/dp/B002X39FFI/ref=sr_1_9?ie=UTF8&s=dmusic&qid=1263239993&sr=1-9
 

Loneliness is deafening
A constant voice inside your head
One that is never removed
But replaced by the one you love instead.

They say i should leave it all behind me
Well its difficult to leave this place
Stranded with no sense of direction
I simply stand in place
Tears rolling slowly down my face
With each passing moment
People stop and stare
Although they see me
Im not really there
A blank canvas with no brush in sight
Ive been forever empty since that night
 

Everypoem im simply bleeding from my soul
As it hits the paper the story simply unfolds
No thinking is present
Its just a simple design
My pain becomes a strength
But each time it costs my mind
Slowly loosing sight of everything around
I feel consumed in emotion
Like i have simply drowned

<p>In my younger days, i would...</p> <p>class was dismissed.</p>

"Burning Ship"

by Roxy Shih

I hope that you got what you came for
I hope that you find some comfort in leaving
Boy I’m so sorry that you thought I left you
for somebody else
But the truth is
I left so that I can

Blessed are those without knowledge

unaware of the shell within

Your skin turns to ash. Rigor Starts to set in. Your muscles atrophy.